I am finally able to take a few minutes to say hello to everyone and provide an update on venturing back into the work world. I'm exhausted and feeling pressure from everywhere. I had no idea that working with my new employer would be so hard. I applied for a work from home customer service job.
Imagine standing in a swamp and just off into the distance is a heavenly garden, with little bunnies and deer, puppies, kitties and children laughing and playing. Everyone and all things are beautiful and peaceful, happy. But you are standing in a swampland and the only way to get there is venture through the gators and cling to vines.
If I am able to survive training and keep this job with all it's restrictions, I will have a golden job. My actual job is only part time, but the training has been full time and it's been very intense.
I woke up on Saturday morning and my knuckles on my right hand were all swollen from all the typing, which I hope will NOT be the case if I get a modified keyboard, and will be on part time hours.
I can't remember all the stuff I need to for training and need more time. I may have a hard time keeping up with their attendance requirements because of my disability. It's so so so strict, and for them, there is a good reason, it just sucks for me. All I can do is ask for accommodations and hope they accept.
I can't remember all the stuff I need to for training and need more time. I may have a hard time keeping up with their attendance requirements because of my disability. It's so so so strict, and for them, there is a good reason, it just sucks for me. All I can do is ask for accommodations and hope they accept.
My gut says this company loves it's employees. I just have to keep the faith that I am here for a reason and that whatever happens is intended to happen, even if the result is job loss and looking for new work.
I just had no idea what I was walking in to. I thought it was going to be easy going. Boy was I wrong. I just wish I'd have know about all these restrictions before I applied, I would have probably never applied.
So I am going to continue to give it all I can. I remember when I was in college and I was learning neuro-anatomy, that was easier than this new learning. I have never worked for a company that did not provide written training, ever in my life. I hope I make it and I don't drown.
On another note, my mom has started hemo-dialysis. Her life is upside down and she needs prayers. Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers for her. I love her so much!
Peace,
Denise
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