Hello friends,
Such a sleepy night but I wanted to tell you I love you. I am back on Taxol, but the doses are smaller and administered weekly. My infusion nurse calls them toddler doses. I will also remain on Avastin.
The reason for toddler taxol is because I'm allergic to neulasta. The lower dosage on a frequent basis is less likely to tank my neutrophils. Well, it's not in my hands but in the way I have been grilling people, you'd think it was. I'm a mess, I was blindsided by the bladder tumor.
A radiology report from a year ago didn't mention an important abnormality and now I probably have cancer on or in my bladder. My "ptsd" is in full swing, feeling like I'm back in 2008 all over again. Thanking Jesus for my gynonc.
Well I am super sleepy. I want to start sharing my journey again. It feels less hopeful only because my body is beaten up from years of medication. My heart is not beaten up and I still have a few vacations to take, if I can get someone to take me. Ha.
Love and more to come. God Bless you. 🌸❤️🌸🙏🏻🌸❤️🙏🏻
