I go by #Servivorgirl. Celebrating almost 14 years since diagnosis of stage IIIC ovarian cancer, recently restaged to IVB. My blog is called Nobody Has Ovarian Cancer because I felt like a nobody upon the eventual correct diagnosis. Being told multiple times that I was too young to have ovarian cancer, I did not receive the proper testing. I am so grateful to Him for all those who allow me to share my love, to those who love me and those who treat my illness. I praise Him always.
I am sharing a post from the past, about Thanksgiving. My mom was Thanksgiving to me in so many ways. It was her favorite holiday. In honor of my mom I will share this reflection from a few years ago.
May our Blessed Mother bring you strength and comfort knowing our Lord loves you completely. I love you mom and miss you enormously. See you up in the heavens.
I watched a funny and joyful Netflix movie last night that I just had to share. I am sharing with an intent to help those who are having a difficult time sorting anything out because of their cancer or side effects. If you are not aware, when on heavy chemo we tend to get numb to our surroundings. The simplest task of choosing a movie can be difficult when you feel foggy, nauseous, sad, angry or anxious. It can be a challenge to follow a storyline. More importantly we may just need a lift.
When I was on heavy front line chemo nothing really interested me. Seriously. Especially meaningless movies or television. I did not have the brain power to read and it was, and still is important to find activities that induce relaxation and give us a source for laughter. So as part of a balanced life when undergoing treatment we need exercise, nutrition, healthy relationships, spiritual health and also healthy relaxation activities.
So if you are looking for a movie that brings back that sense of wonder you had as a child, watch "Dolphin: Spy In A Pod".
"Dolphin: Spy In A Pod" is just a joy to watch. Their happy smiley faces, antics and noises will give you the warm fuzzies and giggles you need to relax your mind.
Happy Mother's Day weekend as well.
I think my mom would have enjoyed watching this with me. I miss you mom. See you up in the heavens one day. I love you. My special thoughts are with those who have lost their moms.
Peace and Blessings to all. May you find comfort in the Lord and in our Blessed Mother. Happy Mother's Day weekend to everyone.
Now that I have relocated back home, to be with family, I appreciate even more the memories of the Seattle area and its surrounding beauty. I have a friend up there, Joe Hendricks, who is an avid climber and lives in adoration of our Lord. He frequently posts photos and videos of his great adventures in the pristine forests along the shores of the Puget Sound or up high in the Cascade or Olympic Mountains.
Here is a beautiful clip, birds singing in the background bringing us to the beautiful waters in the Sound. It is a great escape, a mini trip away from any anxiety you may feel today. It's like therapy.......ha!
You are pry wondering why I cling to this beauty. It is because it is very peaceful being in those lush enchanted forests. I only went on a few short walks with Joe but they are treasured in my heart. I hope you subscribe to his 'You Tube' channel so that you can be alerted to see all of his upcoming endeavors.
I am just settling into my new place in Colorado. I grew up here in this beautiful Rocky Mountain state and am looking forward to a mini drive up into the hills soon. I miss the fragrance of the evergreens and the views up along the Continental Divide. My family is here. My family is the most important part of my life with God always in the forefront of each moment of my existence on earth.
I am going to miss Dr. Gray so much it hurts to talk about it. She has referred me to a top gynonc out here and I look forward to meeting him and resuming my Avastin treatments as soon as possible. Insurance transitions are a bear......but it will all be just fine. My blood pressure is rising quite a bit and that is probably due to the Avastin. My fatigue is ridiculous and I have had lots of stomach issues. All part of living with cancer and the treatments but I thank God I get by each day independently enjoying its ups and downs.
Note to remember: If you ever transition from a Medicare Advantage plan to regular Medicare, remember that Medicare coverage begins only on the first of the month. Keep that in mind if you have the ability to schedule a move. Not everyone at Medicare knows this and when you call to find out these details you may not get all the information. It all will work out OK, I will only have a short delay in treatments. Nightmare...........Ha.
