I read today a shocking note written by my amazing palliative care nurse. She has been a beacon of hope amidst the nightmare that my gynecology oncologist of 6 years was willing to let me go and let me die. He activated a legal loophole/behavior agreement after I complained about the radiology error which has ALLOWED my cancer to spread untreated. A social worker refused to help me relax prior to that appointment becauae I was legitimately upset about the lethal medical reporting error. In other words only a living saint would not have been upset.
Jesus was abandoned by those he loved and I am keeping my heart with Jesus as best as I can humanly do, given that my gymonc was willing to abandon me while my cancer was advancing.
The palliative care nurse wrote (see photo) she would not be surprised if I died a year from March. Maybe her answer would have been that she would be surprised by my death within a year, had it not been for this collasal medical reporting mistake. My doctor must have been terrified that I was going to sue him so he was willing to let me die. One day you will see a photo of this insanity. I will black out his name.
God will handle this doctor's reputation. I ask for your prayers that I continue to ask Jesus to speak for me. I am begging for the bitterness to disappear, it is going to take time. I will be in confessions and adoration often because this abuse is so RAW. I need lots of prayers because sometimes I have wanted for God to just take me.
Why did my doctor hurt me?
I have PTSD from the river of medical abuses. I will voice my records with grace because I will not be silenced either.
Behavior agreements are too often used in a morally corrupt and criminal manner.
Please pray for all doctors who hurt their patients out of FEAR of being sued!
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