Tuesday, October 18, 2016
Be The Light
Do you sometimes feel like this? Doing something other than the intended activity??? In this clip I thought I was taking a selfie...ha!
I was up all night with never ending flushes of hot flashes and night sweats. I am not sick, that I know of. Today it has been one hot flash after another, after another, after another. My ears won't stop ringing, I am exhausted beyond measure. I can't get comfortable in my own skin today. Not sure what is going on. I had an infusion of Rituxan and IVIG in the last few weeks, maybe that is it?
I can't focus. So I write in my blog hoping that it will help.
When I feel like I do today I rely on prayer and reflecting on my retreat experiences, along with looking through photos of happy times with loved ones. I don't have the energy to walk outside today.
This little clip was taken at a retreat center near Carroll, IA. I drove Sr. Anne Marie back home from our retreat for women with cancer. She had injured her back. It was an honor. Tiring indeed, but well worth it because I had precious 1:1 time with our Sister in Mary. I knew that she would bring along an abundance of protection for us with her guardian angels.
My mind and heart wander frequently to the memories of our retreat because those times nurtured my spirit and replenished hope for my future, no matter how it is revealed.
Please say a prayer for all those suffering with pain and angst from cancer or any other chronic condition, for those people are in need of light.
Be the light.
God Bless you!
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